stupid ass wordpress. so im getting calls from callers saying things like ‘oh we need to get fingerprint clearance’ well thats just, .. fantastic, great, go ahead and hurry the fuck up with it and give me this fucking job i had to spend 30$ to get. stupid stupid stupid machine./*sigh* *shakes head* now there is this window of opportunity that is coming from Borders that will likely close just in time to screw me over with SCOE so that I will not have a fucking job! a fucking three month hunt climaxes and then drops me off the cliff like..like the wind-up bird chronicles, i mean really, murakami what is your fucking problem, i real d600 pages of your semi-meta and what do i get, BOLOGNA! i mean really man, even after dark was a better read, why is everyone so hooked up on windup bird chronicles? is it becous eits 600 pagesa and assholes think they are special if they can read that much? because i hear lots of rookies retards saying things like “well, make sure you’re up for a challenge *HYUK HYUK* its SIX HUNDRED BY GOLLY PAGES!*HYUK* *HYUK*. Get a clue, bitches.

Well, im not sure if i should say ‘thanks, but i have to get on with myself and seek the money over this lovely opportunity you’re offering me’ or if i have to wait it out, its honestly the waiting that kills me in this. i am just uncertain as to what my next stepshould be, perhaps i need to wait  until… tomorrow? sleep on it? makes a pros and cons list and decide which is most important to me. oh GOD ive never been in the right mood to appreciate the music of Nile, until now. I’m stuck, stuck stuck stuck. in my head. what to do. me thinks that some quality reading will solve my brain troubles….where is that william blake.. lord byron i mean. yea, death seems the appropriate image. fuck you, im not being dramatic because i bring up the theme of death, asshol.e